-a million little pieces-

The young man came to the Old Man seeking counsel.

I broke something, Old Man.

How badly is it broken?

It's in a million little pieces.

I'm afraid i can't help you.

Why?

There's nothing i can do.

Why?

It can't be fixed.

Why?

It's broken beyond repair. It's in a million little pieces

-from the book a million little pieces

PSI= pls stop indonesia

i'm getting sick. might be the haze. heard its 109? haha. anw. the past week of jogging n training in the gym is all wasted. ytd n tdy. i ate all the fats back.

its like my weight frm 77 become 73. wah 1 week only. run 2.4 in the morning n night. then swim. then no carbo for 5 days. then i ate lots of stuff ytd n tdy. haha. WAH lao. i tink my weight is 75? haha. damn. nvm. nx week i shall run n swim again.

soon. haha. my muscles will have meeting at a place called pacs.

i rem watching some basketball movie. abt some students that play bball n dun study till a coach came n taught them that education is more important. because in the states bball career is quite gd. so if they are gd in bball they shd train v hard in it n be a pro player. then the coach taught them stuff like bball is not everything. n blah blah. nice movie.

in the movie. the coach asked what is your greatest fear?

n this was the student's ans:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

-top 5 songs-
1) chasing cars
2) ting mama de hua
3) grow old with u
4) my sunshine after the rain
5) unwritten

haha. ok. my holidays are coming to an end. my sch is boring haha. come to think of it. maybe if i join jc it wld be better? cause jc life fits me more? haha. but its too late.

it seems like i have no money for the new sch term. haha. i shd not have rejected the job offer. or else i'll be 2k plus richer? haha.

quote of the day
[ting mama de hua]

-viet-

i'm waiting for utd match to start. which is 245. CR's not playing. but i still believe utd can win by a large margin.

went to viet recently. v fun. meeting all our old viet friends from the YEP trip 2 yrs ago. we sat on their motorbikes. v new n interesting experience i would say.

the 1st day. we sat on the motor for like an hr? then we reached the chinatown there. its nth nice. after tt we went to cherry's hse to eat lunch. it was like the old days except this time there weren't the usual gang. only me n ren.

o ya budget terminal to me looks like a zoo. but i tink its more high tech then the other 2 terminals.

after the chinatown trip we went to a water park. the slides there are like 100 times more exciting then in s'pore. SUPER high. super fast n super fun haha.

but suffered minor injures here n there. i think our viet frenz can join fear factor n win anytime. they aren't scared of any rides they get excitied instead. they eat almost anything. they are

2nd day. shop eat play. nth much. we bought fruits. quite nice. the durian is 2times bigger then s'pore's. the prices are the same. it tastes the same. D24.

3rd day. super rush. poor emily waited 2-3 hrs for us. but we met her for ard 5 mins have to rush off alr. cause we overslept n the taxi driver damn slow.

then i realised that everytime i go to viet for holiday its always fun. haha

yep trip is one of the most fun trips ever. nv regret it. but if germany trip did not clash it wld be much better. then i can go germany. haha.

me qin ren yw ivan jingyuan. only i brought a cup so we ended up sharing 1 cup. then the tea they provided wasn't nice but to us its super nice. everyday drink its like siao. haha

i hope to go to another YEP again. ngee ann has 1 coming soon. india trip. HOHO. shd be fun. i think.

time to dota. haha

quote of the day
[loving someone is as hard as not having someone to love]

-injured-

haha. ok so holidays are kinda fun. but i think i'm gonna stuck at home for like 4-6 days. haha. i sprain my ankle 2 times. same leg

the 1st time i sprain it. i was like ok let it heal after 2weeks i sprain it again. so tdy i decided to find a healer.

(convo was in chinese)

uncle: xiao di what happen?
me: i sprain my leg in the morning
uncle: wah lucky u come n see me early. if tml ur leg v hard to heal alr. go lie down on the bed.


so i did as he said. with the thick aura of chinese oil, i felt something was wrong. haha

uncle: wait ah. later i rub ur leg pain must say.
me:ok

uncle rubs.
me: wah uncle pain la.

uncle rubs harder. i have no choice. super xin ku. i endure endure endure. then he as me to turn with my back facing up.

then he rubs the damn super pain part. wah. i almost rip my shirt apart.
the few mins seems like few hrs la. seriously i think nx time i shd just let it heal on its own. haha. now my leg looks like ba zhang.

luckily my sis recently added GOONG to her korea drama collection. so i can watch it for the nx few days.

quote of the day
[you can have a thousand futures, but only 1 past]

:]

eric clapton's

lovin' u lovin' me:

I am so in love for once in my life.
In my dreams, I've known you many times before.
And I so want you to be my dear wife,
As only you can satisfy me any more,
And only you can love me more.


I'm lovin' you lovin' me lovin' you.
It's all the same; when loving, two together makes one.
Everybody sing la, la la la, la la la, la la la.
It's all the same, and we are one.


I will give you a world of your dreams if you want them.
I can feel the power when you're standing there.
Someone sent me you; oh lord, I will thank him,
And all the rest, it just don't matter,
And all the rest and all the rest.


Chorus

Loving you.
You know I love you.

-1 mth to final sem exams-

haha. for my term 1. my results are erm quite bad. haha. so now the 40% of final examz i must take 30+% haha.

my pract work was alright. but my IPC pract test i think i made some careless mistakes in my calculation. hoho. see how. bio pract on thurs must study my gram staining.

so many tests nx week. shd start studying soon. haha.

heard lee hak boon forced mrs long to quit. although some nv taught me before. but she's a gd caring tchr. i'm not her student but she answers my qn no matter what. sad. chs lost many gd tchrs. like terence goh, lim chiew her, n perherps many more. but lee hak boon also built a new image for chs. the gentleman thing. haha. i dun see any effects of it though. chs always produces gentleman.

ok. i shd start doing my tutorial hmwk. or else my maths tchr might call my mum. haha.

quote of the day
[may the force be with you]